life
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Life in Focus
Losing a loved one is a sobering reminder that one day we just… won’t be. This fabulous ride we’re on will end. This magical world with entertainment at your fingertips, an endless blue sky above, and oceans we’ll never get close to the bottom of — our existence within it is finite. And there’s nothing like… Continue reading
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Behind the Scenes of a Panic Attack
In December 2022, I forgot how to breathe normally. I no longer trusted my body to take in air on its own, so I would take over and try to pull in as much oxygen as possible. It turns out this is a recipe for a panic attack because you end up with too much… Continue reading
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Remember You Will Die
If I had leaves they would be yellowing. The buds have grown out fully and the ripe green of spring has faded, which comes with it’s own sense of mourning. When you see signs of youth falling away from you, I wonder, is there a single human who hasn’t panicked just a little? Memento mori,… Continue reading
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Why It’s So Damn Hard to Do Nothing
I am a reforming Bisy Backson. If you don’t know what that is, let me back up. First, you need to know that Winnie the Pooh, the beloved children’s book bear, actually represents one of the core tenets of Taoism. Yes, ‘Winnie the Pooh’ is about Taoism. You’re welcome. Pooh Bear’s character and actions symbolize… Continue reading
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Hard Days
“Hard days teach you how to get through hard days.” This mantra got me through a tough day recently. I usually try to keep things in perspective. Nowadays, we have so much that makes life comfortable and easy for the most part. But solo-parenting a sick baby while sick myself was a new challenge. It… Continue reading
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Loving Winter
Despite spending the last five winters on the East Coast, I am and always will be a California girl. It wasn’t perpetual metaphorical sunshine while I grew up there or when I lived there in my 20s, but when I think of California I see red woods, feel the sun on my face, and imagine… Continue reading
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Baby Teeth and Impermanence
A new year is a guaranteed reset on weekly writing goals, right? In my defense, I had a baby—and looking back at my previous writings, what I’ve been up to is still in line with my original intention: to live more presently and inch my way closer to a feeling of purpose. Having a child,… Continue reading
Mohini Kundu 